I'm back from my Sarawak trip on Monday. Today's a Friday ya. The trip was okok. Not very boring, not very fantastic. But one thing, i wont be going there for a second time. Unlike other countries. Went point with idiot today. Said tat we wanted to eat lunch. At about 12, i tot shwwas still sleeping cos she wakes up late like me. OKAY.. Then, when i rang her, the back ground was like so dam noisy like ' deck the halls with boughs of holy fa la la la la , la la la la.. ' I was like WTH? WHERE ARE YOU. SHE SAID AMK HUB. I FELT LIKE GIVING HER 2 TIGHT KICKS ON HER BUTT MANS. LIKE, SRSLY LA? she said she was with her fren. &, this obedient d_ g took 88 on theway back. But its srsly no choice for her to come back cos her fren's like working, and she wouldnt wan to be there loiting arnd like one insane d_g. if her fren's not working, i bet she wont come. cos she LOVES her friend more than me right?

Anyway, here's something for Chanel.

We have been friends for quite long already. you said that we are close friends. yes, you ARE right. I agree. But till now, after 4 years, i still don't know whether you have me as a friend right in your heart, your BRAIN. You chose to be closer with W. I'm fine with it. real fine. But the problem is, sometimes you asked me to call you. YES, I CALLED YOU. But, after sometime, when some of your guy friends called, you would be giving excuses like' er.. tanny, wo deng xia da gei ni'. I WILL BE LIKE OKAY. NEVERMIND.

Its not once, not twice, BUT MANY TIMES. TIMES AND AGAIN. I forgive your stupid mistakes repeatedly. In the past, in the nite time, we would chat in the middle of the night. cos we have never ending stories to tell each other. Later, you would tell me the same thing. calll you back later. I COULD NOT TRUST THIS SENTENCE. NEVER AGAIN. We are like, friends that wont be really angry with each other bcos we are close. When you're in other countries, i told you i bot smth for u when im overseas.

During ur holiday trip, u online-d, i asked whether u bot anything for me, u said u didnt. i jus said ' eh buy smth for me leh' den i tink u will den buy. if not u wont. right? idk. i gave u the present and u gave me the look like wth. You din appreciate what's given to u. But nevermind, i dun wanna have quarrels with u now, cos we are all grown up. I hope you noe whats your mistake frm her and learn frm it. AND STOP S_ _ _ _ _ G. YOU LEARNT UR LESSON TODAY.

Whatever it is, i still love you, as my fren. (: